A few months has passed?

So, the new job has started and the initial freshness has faded into a je ne sais quoi.  I like that I feel I see more of the ugliness that comes with it, although I suppose all offices have some of this.  I also feel like I can’t do things right lately.  With a more senior job position comes with additional responsibilities and larger consequences.  The coward me just wants to stay at home and lie under the covers, but I know I need to be brave and just face it – make myself better and better with every single day.  :(  Need to be brave in this world! AHHHH

Also, I should start acting like a grown up and budget, look to the future, etc… but it’s pretty hard…